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fifteen - sad - struggling

hi, i'm kyla. this was a blog about weightloss in the beginning, then it wasn't. now I don't know what it is. all I know is that sometimes I'm happy and sometimes I'm so far from it I can't imagine what it will feel like to ever be happy again. all I want to be is healthy and strong but for some reason it's so hard. this blog may not be happy all the time, but it's me trying to be.

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I know I haven’t been posting lately.

And it’s not for any specific reason other than I feel like a fraud doing so. Lately I haven’t really been exercising or eating too well. I mean I eat fairly healthy when I can but sometimes I drink slurpees or eat to much ice cream. I’m still not %100 happy with my body but I decided I don’t want to spend my life worrying about making it perfect. I would rather have fun and be stupid right now! I’m a teenager. I don’t want to look back and think that all I did was exercise and worry about everything I ate because four months ago that’s ALL I did. 

So I think now I’m just going to go on doing what I’m doing. I’m having fun and I’m not gaining weight. I’m eating the best I can given circumstances. I don’t exercise as much as I would like to but I’m working on incorporating it more.

From now on I just want to be happier overall and having fun!

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Sometimes I just feel sad and I don’t know why. Today is one of those days.
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It’s our god forsaken right to be loved
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I woke up this morning and weighed myself and I was down five pounds?!

I just looked down and didn’t believe it.. I still don’t even though I weighed myself twice to double check. I’m seriously shocked though because not that long ago I was 136 and I haven’t been trying that hard to lose weight lately…

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3,827 notes During a run
brain: why are you going so slow?
lungs: I currently hate you.
feet: I'm gonna turn into weights now.
Legs muscles: I am going to start hurting in random places, kay?
Sidewalk: I really want to trip you in one of my holes or bumps.
People in cars: *hoooonk* Run Forrest Run!
People walking: nice ass baby
Me: Why do I do this to myself?
Me:
Me:
Me at end of run: I love running so much! I would never give this up!
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I honestly can’t follow people that are the same height as me and want to weigh > 115 pound

I find it so triggering. I don’t want to weigh less than that but when I see people that weigh that little and how good they look I have a moment of doubt “maybe I do want to weight that much…”

But I don’t. I need to love my body at ANY weight, I can’t be thinking that I need to weight 105 pounds, I just can’t.

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avocadoqueen:

I hate that the way I look determines what kind of day it will be