April 2012
126 posts
pureandhealthy asked: Hey Kyla, I know you're struggling. I can't say I understand how you feel exactly, but I can relate in some way. I've struggled through many complications in my life-and I'm only sixteen. I want you to know that while you take life just day by day, I will always be here if you need to talk <3
I just want to be happy.
Happier for more than two days at a time. Happier with myself. Happy for everyone else. But life keeps lifting me up and shoving me back down. I’m being pushed around. It doesn’t matter how hard I try though because I just keep getting cut and bruised and it hurts, it hurts so much.
But one day maybe I’ll be strong enough so that I can stand up and the world won’t be able...
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Can I rewind to about 4 months ago. I felt skinny...
abetterbrenna:
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Uhm get out of my head Becks. :( I just can’t do this.
Get out of my head to, this is ridiculous how accurate this is. I just want to not be so fat. I’m fatter than I was when I started losing weight, I know it. I can’t do this anymore. I’d prefer to just disappear.
elleshealthydaughter-deactivate asked: such a motivating blog. xx
I hate being sore because it hurts but I also love...
Workout for 18/4/2012
Dumbbell Bicep Curl:
12 lb x 24 reps (+38 pts)
12 lb x 24 reps (+38 pts)
12 lb x 24 reps (+38 pts)
Triceps Pushdown - Rope Attachment:
30 lb x 12 reps (+12 pts)
40 lb x 12 reps (+13 pts)
40 lb x 12 reps (+13 pts)
40 lb x 12 reps (+13 pts)
Standing Dumbbell Triceps Extension:
15 lb x 12 reps (+23 pts)
20 lb x 12 reps (+23 pts)
20 lb x...
I vow everyday to do something to make myself...
Better days make me happier lalala
Today was actually good. School was fairly okay, except math, which right now is killing me! I don’t usually find it hard but right now I don’t know what to do. After school I went to the gym and lifted. When I got home I had dinner, which I just have to say was pork tenderloin and was literally one of the best things I’ve ever eaten. So nummy! Then I didn’t have homework...
Workout for 17/4/2012
Standing Calf Raises:
12 reps (+3 pts)
12 reps (+3 pts)
12 reps (+3 pts)
Barbell Squat:
95 lb x 12 reps (+69 pts)
95 lb x 12 reps (+69 pts)
95 lb x 12 reps (+69 pts)
Leg Press:
105 lb x 12 reps (+26 pts)
105 lb x 12 reps (+26 pts)
105 lb x 12 reps (+26 pts)
Barbell Lunges:
20 lb x 12 reps (+35 pts)
20 lb x 12 reps (+35 pts)
20 lb x 12...
Decided to ditch the scale completely.
It’s part because I’m scared of it right now but honestly I don’t really care what my weight is as I go along… I just want to lose inches! Weight doesn’t really prove anything. The scale can say I weigh 5 pounds more than I did the day before but the tape measure can show I’m .5 of an inch down, so who really cares? I just need to focus on ONE DAY AT A TIME.
I...
